Grumpy chops Sooz.
I want to go and celebrate my progress......but is there anyone to go out with???
The computer says no.
The phone says no.
I was on a high, I wanted to try and make it last....but its impossible to do that on your own. And now I'm back in the bottomless dark pit.
Sorry, this sounds so self indulgent. It seems like I'm feeling sorry for myself. And I'm not. Maybe this is where I deserve to be. I dont know. I'm just totally fed up. One step forward, and ten back again.