Time for a bit of brutal honesty today.
I'm stuck in limbo land, unsure where to go and what to do next.
Do I carry on writing this blog?
I've been feeling so frustrated with my writing recently. My blog just seems to be like an add-on to my day, I'm not thinking about what I write (not that I ever really have actually...) but I cant seem to string sentences together very well at the moment.
I just seem to be in repeat mode.
Repeat. Repeat. Repeat.
Blah blah blah.
I mean, what is the point?
I had an art and writing workshop yesterday with Tiny Monuments, and everyone elses writing is so mind blowingly amazing. Mine just felt like a Roger Red Hat book (remember those?) in comparison.
Last week I attended a workshop hosted by Creativity Works on 'Progression and Development'. I helped to contribute to one of the presentations, which I guess was positive, but those words 'progression and development' have haunted me all week. What do they even mean?
Where do I go with this?
What shall I do next?
Is there even a 'next'? Or am I forever condemned to this purgatory?