Apologies for the lack of blogging lately. I feel so out of sync with my routine, but somehow very busy, and time keeps on running away from me....
Anyway, I went to counselling today for the first time in about 3 weeks, and the load on my shoulders felt a lot lighter after the session. (Metaphorically speaking of course, I haven't been carrying around a couple of boulders on my back...)
I've been struggling a bit these past few days, especially with the prospect of a new year ahead of me, it can feel so overwhelming.
Sometimes I get so caught up in other peoples expectations of me, that I forget what my own expectations are, if I have any at all. And then I worry that if I don't achieve those expectations then I've let people down. Its a tricky conundrum.
But I'm going to try and forget all about that now, because Mr B has just called at the door, and I know I've got an evening of relaxation ahead of me.
And as he would say,
"Just chill Susie, chill."