Friday, 4 January 2013

chill time please

Apologies for the lack of blogging lately. I feel so out of sync with my routine, but somehow very busy, and time keeps on running away from me....

Anyway, I went to counselling today for the first time in about 3 weeks, and the load on my shoulders felt a lot lighter after the session. (Metaphorically speaking of course, I haven't been carrying around a couple of boulders on my back...)

I've been struggling a bit these past few days, especially with the prospect of a new year ahead of me, it can feel so overwhelming.

Sometimes I get so caught up in other peoples expectations of me, that I forget what my own expectations are, if I have any at all. And then I worry that if I don't achieve those expectations then I've let people down. Its a tricky conundrum.

But I'm going to try and forget all about that now, because Mr B has just called at the door, and I know I've got an evening of relaxation ahead of me.

And as he would say,

"Just chill Susie, chill."

xxx

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