Its amazing what a good nights sleep can do for your mind and body.
After 12 hours in dreamland I felt refreshed and ready to face the world. I got myself out of the house and even managed to crack a few jokes along the way, bonus!
However the short term high of my dream induced state seems to have subsided and I'm sliding back down the hill.
I can't help but feel that I'm continuing to live some weird sort of half life. Everyone else seems to be moving up, moving on, and I'm just standing still. I want to stop the clocks, give myself time to get well and catch up, but who knows how long that would ever take.
Am I a difficult person to be around?
Does my depression follow me around like a bad smell?
Am I out of sight, out of mind?
I'm not sure. But I can't stop feeling a little bit left out.